What I am treading on is a path called life,
how I wonder what will I encounter on it.
What I have grabbed is nothing but a piece of the puzzle,
maybe it will give me a peek of what’s to come.
What I search for is knowledge,
the hammer that can give me the power to forge my own future.
What I am climbing is the ladder called ambition,
without knowing what awaits me at the end.
What I fear of is failures,
the pain of falling down from where I’ve climbed.
What I fight for is my believes,
in my religion, my family, my friends, my ideals, and my dreams.
What I am guilty of is my weakness,
in my heart, my mind, my resolve, and my abilities.
What I yearn for is salvation,
and a way to atone for the sins I’ve committed.
What I envy of is the naive dreams of the innocents,
hopeful, pure, and untainted.
What I have respect for is the knights,
people with an unshaken heart, who sacrifice themselves for the good of others.
What I laughed at are the fools,
ones that enslaved themselves to their greed, lust, fear, and hate.
What I cry for is the death of humanity,
murdered by the seven sins of men.
What I condemn are the traitors,
who betrayed not just others but themselves for their own needs.
What I seek is the untainted truth,
the shining blade that can even cut through the darkest lies.
What I wished for is a fantasy,
a world where everyone will be able to achieve their dreams without hurting others.

Dear girl
I remember the first time we met
your eyes that shines like a pearl
and your smile that makes my heart melt

I don’t know what you did
just the sight of you make my heart ease
no drugs nor alcohol can ever beat
this strong feeling that your smile leave

Your smile was sweet and lovely
just the sight of it soothe me and made me calm
when I was in pain or sorrow it made me happy
made me feel like I can grab anything into my palm

I thanked the lord for letting me meet you
and I thank you for just being there
you changed me even if you didn’t realize it, it’s true
that in this world someone like you is rare

The last time I saw you
on your face wasn’t a smile but hate
it pains me but there’s nothing I can do
because it felt like it was already too late

I don’t know what I’ve done to you
and I don’t know if I can be forgiven
but I want to say I’m sorry, I really do
if it was my fault that your smile was taken

where ever you are, what ever you do
like when we first met, the first time I set my eyes on you
I hope you’re smiling happily like you always do
the smile that made me fell in love with you

I’ve always wish to see you again
but this wish can’t seem to come true
I want to apologize for the things I did that caused you pain
and to say straight from my heart that I love you